I gave it all I had, now they callin me egocentric.
I said what I said, and I meant it.
The truth hit em so hard, they got distant.
As they screamed all summer, I took the year.
I took the shit I was given and made it smear.
The shit they smell is self esteem!
they see it as fear.
I lost friends I never thought I’d lose.
Fought for friendships, too scared to lose.
I fell in love, they made me choose.
I was left shattered and confused.
I thought being loyal was a rule.
I got trust issues, I won’t front.
My own granny pulled a stunt.
15 minutes of fame, I addressed it during my lunch.
Heartache, was too much to bear, so I confronted myself.
I redefined, the meaning of success and wealth.
Through my journey of healing, I abandoned being right. I started revealing-
I got to the root.
They don’t hate me, they hate my greatness.
The hate for themselves, won’t allow them to embrace it.
They can’t love me, they got too many faces.
When they get it, they’ll get it, and I’ll excuse their lateness.
The idea isn’t to hold a grudge.
The idea, is to trust myself, and never budge.